So have you got your scan date booked yet? How did your blood test go today? Excited to here your news!!!
As for beige gloomy stuff..... I have had it too and the cramps.... Mine was followed closey by a bad case of thrush!... Sorry perhaps a bit too much information! Interested to know what Lster said though.
Right now, I don't think you could tell me anything that would be too much information - I feel like our bodies have become lab rats!!
Well, I have had a bit of a roller coaster week and it's not over yet. On Tuesday my bloods were very low at 12. Wednesday I got a clear blue digi positive but then on Thursday I started the beige discharge which by last night was dark brown/red. This morning I went to the Lister for my 2nd round of bloods. By this morning my blood is bright red and although I am not soaking through a towel, there is always blood to wipe away when I go to the loo. In fact at times a few drops of blood come out when I am on the loo.
Anyway, my bloods came back at 42 meaning they are bang on track. The Nurses said that I would need to wait and see. Some women bleed the entire way through (how stressful). She said that, I quote, 'all the hope is still there as if you were miscarrying, your levels would be under 12'. However, in the past 2 hours I have had hideous cramping though no increase in blood.
I just don't know.
I am sorry to hear about you?? Have you called the Lister regarding your discharge and thrush - am guessing they are related.
This is all so very very hard....and I thought the 2ww was tough!
But I'm still in the game (at the moment) and will see what the morning brings.
Hope you are feeling better?
Georgie - how are you lovely and when is your actual test day??
Sorry, been having a bit of time out, got BFN :o(. I've been back in work today and feel so much better. I guess it just wasn't my time but hopefully next time will be. Got to ring hosp Thursday to book beta test but I don't think there'll be much point. How are you feeling???
I'm really sorry to hear that honey and wish you all the best for your next attempt - if you are going to try again that is. It's funny but you knew, didn't you? You kept saying that you had no symptoms...I guess deep down we know.
If you would like to stay in touch, please do, I am still in the middle of torment right now. I have bled all weekend, quite heavily, and go back in tomorrow for a further hog blood test. They will be looking to see if my hog is doubling every 48 hours or whether I have miscarried. On Friday everything was fine hog wise but of course I was bleeding so again they couldn't give me a definite ok. Had a nice weekend away (we have a house in the Alps) and have tried to forget about it all. Hoping tomorrow I will know one way or another.
Sadly I am miscarrying. It feels very cruel to have a bfp and then to miscarry only a few days later, but no one said this would be easy.
My husband has been incredibly supportive and wonderful so in that alone I feel very blessed.
We are not going to try again, we both feel the odds are too steep and the journey too hard and our decision is to leave this for a year or 2 and to then look into egg donation. (my AMH v low level dictates that we won't be able to try again with my eggs unless we go immediately)
I feel sad saying bye to you both!!! Georgie, I am not sure if you will try again but if you do, I will have everything crossed for you. And Izi, all the very best for a healthy and beautiful baby. This is your time honey.
I'll check out this thread from time to time as would love to hear how you're both doing.
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